Tuesday, May 26, 2009


self-explanatory.mindy is a pro artist.hehehehehe.
I GOT IN FOR THE TAIWAN IMMERSION PROGRAMME (: hopefully h1n1 clears up asap so that it can go on (: but got one chiobu didnt make it i think.hopefully got other girls who can brighten up my life :D and theres a briefing for TJCian participants tml at 7.25.11 females and 7 males from TJ.+ ppl from VJ,HC,RJ and NJ.
Thought Of The Day:Look Back On This Day As One Of Great Joy,But Also One Of Great Sorrow.It Will Help You To Remember That,In Life,The Two Are Often Closely Linked.

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Sunday, November 16, 2008

came back from LY chalet.obviously,our LY spirit has not been lost after 2 years.still as mischievious and (for some) lame as ever.

most memorable event in chalet is shinglong singing that stupid song to wake us up.it goes "RISE AND SHINE!ITS SWIMMING TIME!".second is the strafing run we did on 4IT'08.they were at the other end and we went to "visit" them before we went for our night-cycling.we wanted to give hanjie a "present",but obviously after spending time with IT,he's lost his guts.lost everything that connects him to LY.sad.so we went to their chalet.and some IT girls dare linwei and the others to bomb them.so we did.and hanjie hid inside the chalet and IT protected him,even when we stated our intentions that we only wanted hanjie.so "BOMB!BOMB!" went the bombs and the IT ppl were screaming.and then one IT girl go open the back window accidentally and nico the idiot go throw water bomb inside.dumb sia.told him its a one-level room so NO shooting inside and he still SG.hopeless.but i gotta say this,even though we just wanted to have fun,i feel ABIT,abit only hor, guilty.and the others were like saying,hey we just showing them the LY spirit only ma.and after that the night-cycling we cycled to and fro to bedok 85 market.now i am bored.missing LY so much man.all the fun times.about how we carried LY ppl inside cardboard boxes and told ppl to vote for LCP(lee chee peng) instead of PAP.and how junguang carried jingwen inside and met mr davamoni along the corridor.and how we stuffed jingwen into a dress.how we sang after sec 2 EOYs and we disturbed the BN and CR of our batch.

I'll always remember those times we had together.and don't forget our motto.
2 Loyalty'06:Break The Silence.

Thought Of The Day:Perhaps Its Only Me,But I Feel That I Bonded Better With LY Than MD.LY Certainly Was A Happier Place,And We Did Lay Siege(No Offence To 4IT'08) To Other Things.Firm Believers Of "Don't Plan Too Much,See How First",We Ended Up Hardly Planning.But No Matter.2LY'06 Will Never Be Gone,Not Unless Everybody Forgets That We Ever Existed.Think What You Want About Us,Crazy,Happy-Go-Lucky,Lazy,Noisy,Hopeless,Funny-AS LONG AS YOU REMEMBER US.yes.
2 LOYALTY'06:BREAK THE SILENCE!!!

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Thursday, October 30, 2008

this week's papers are over.physics p2 and emaths p2.think i did ok for both.but i'm scared.what if they raise emath's A1 to 90+?i know i lost 7 marks already,but i think the rest no mistakes.dammit,stupid number patterns.gahhhh!the deed is done,so moan not and carry on.life goes on even if everything sucks.

and many said physics was GG.sure,it was a new type of paper.lol,i didn't know those one-line-sentences in the textbook could be tested.but hey,i think i did ok!lol,as my friends say,i'm ever the optimist.thats why when ppl lost 12+ marks in physics,i tot i lost 1 mark only.right,wenxian?but no worries la.on hindsight,i think its cause of my past that makes me determined to excel this time round.yes,it won't happen again.but i am thankful,cause if that didn't happen,i would never have made so many buddies.yeah,when the Force closes a hatch,it opens a viewport.how very true.

and i feel this tremendous pressure on me.its like,everybody's expecting me to do well,and even i am not sure if i can even do it.but i have to.so many things depend on it.self-doubt is indeed the most dangerous weapon against myself now.i wanna fight.if everybody else can do it,then i must too.and its times like this that make me truly thankful.people show their true colours over time,i believe.but enough said.there is a time for talk and a time for action.the time for talk is over.

Left with:
S.S - 1400 (3/11)
E.Lit - 0800 , 1025 (7/11)
Physics - 0800 (10/11)
Chemistry - 0800 (12/11)

Quote Of The Day:"Think Of It This Way.Every Great Wizard Has Started Out As We Are Now,As Students.If They Can Do It,Why Not Us?" -Harry Potter and the OotP

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Sunday, October 26, 2008

half of those papers are ok.and i do hope i can get A1s.chem was easy,too easy,and i am scared cause i dun wanna think how they are gonna moderate.english was ok,even though,EP and IT ppl say its hard.maybe its just cause E.Lit's finally paying off.finally,A Maths is over.abit sad though.i didnt really do anything for amaths.just did 5 questions in total for amaths from prelims to the real deal.and i didnt practice amaths since like,the start of the year?yeah i know,i'm a bad example.so don't u juniors follow big,bad chorhung's example.and i heard that got people from other schools cry after P2.woot.E.Geog was GG-fied.i think i screwed up my essay question coz i didn't link.ah well,i've still got E.Lit=D!E Maths P1 was ok.found plenty of stupid careless mistakes.made sure i checked after i wrote 4x2=6 for amaths P1 and lost near to 3 marks.and i can't help but think how stressed my first week was.we finished half of our papers in a week and have the other half spread out over 3 weeks.no wonder almost every sec 4 feels rather sian.u chiong a week and when u take a break,u dont wanna stop resting.

Thought Of The Day:It's All Up Here In The Head.We Are Not What We Think We Are,But What We Think,We Are.You Can Do Anything If You Set Your Mind To It,Cob'ika.Now Prove It To The World.This Is Your Time To Shine,For It Is In The Darkest Night That The Light We Are Shines Brightest.

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Thursday, October 16, 2008

sorry ppl,never update for so long.my freaking comp shorted i think.fuse blow.on laptop now.will update IMMEDIATELY after Os.and will post graduation day photos and my report book things too.hehe,i agree with jasme.she posted the photo on her blog.yeah.i am photogenic,my dear sister =D.and with 3 days left,i shall not linger here too long.to my cohort,lets go!

for you,no mountain's too great to scale;no enemy more terrifying to face;no change too difficult to achieve;and no love more well earned.
delta:5314 56 733 390 46 1 1043 2 3073.yes.

tag replies:
EOYX:LOL,no such thing.
nad:-.-''
katie:ya lor,u so pro la.top in class.after moderation i become 6/35 leh!!!and in level 101/450!rawr!!!
dingyi:hi,yea i know.i'm updating now.XD
jasme:hi there sis!and i'm a brother.yea i saw ur post.i am photogenic!jiayou!and her fren's just plain irritating!u know who.
xavier:uh,thanks?who u?me short term memory.
ptq:yea,but mission 561 is the same as mission 1.and my only mission now is to go score well and enter MJC=D
HL:lol,ok.

Thought Of The Day:All Things End.Even Life Itself.But We Remember.Happiness Within Ourselves.Aay'han.

PS:On Hiatus Until 12 November 2008.Don't Miss Me!

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Thursday, October 9, 2008

thats the way.after doing some mathematics,i got bored and so i decided to experiment with some numbers.from now on,RC-8362 is my number.dont ask how i got this,coz i ain't telling ANYONE.but here's a clue,i subtracted ur number from mine.once again,DO NOT,i repeat,DO NOT ask what those numbers are.

and before i forget,happy birthday jas'ika.i didn't forget ok!its just that i woke up late and called u late.but 5th person who call u gd enough la.

and the weather sucks.so many ppl i know are sick.sijia(severe flu),josh(flu),sandra(headache.LOL.).and i feel bad.coz i asked sijia to mug yesterday then can come MJ.but luckily she said she didn't,so its not my fault=D.

Poem Of The Day:

Forever (By Choy Chor Hung)

Another Place And In Another Year,
I Would Not Have Known You.
But Suddenly All My Thoughts Become Clear.
And I Feel That I'm Bless'd.

And Now The End Of Our Last Dance Is Here.
Time,Running Out Like Sand.
All The Memories Of You I Hold Dear,
Our Love Shall Never End.

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Friday, October 3, 2008

and i'm gone.no more CCHMS.but i won't miss u guys.mandos say no one's gone as long as someone says their name,remembers them and thinks of them.granted,the term "gone" is not this meaning.but,yea.

went to meridian jc for open house today.hl,yz,thomas,yuelin,zongyang came too.we sat wrong bus.and ended up near TPJC instead of MJC.then we went there.and it was GREAT.thats the one.yeah,i'm so aiming there.even with 6 points.coz thats THE one.ori'haat.

ok and i left 1 thing unaddressed.i could not help thinking this.and its going to be my question of the day.so please tell me.thanks.

Question Of The Day:Does A Man Wear His Heart On His Sleeve?Does He Show His Love Without Reservation,And Without Fear?When Should I Let Her Know?And How?

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Cob'ikaLet it Burn at 21:05

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Thursday, October 2, 2008

life starts all over again.cin vhetin.yeah,it finally happened.and to think it happened on the second last day of school.speaking of which,i'll miss CCHMS so much.so fast 4 yrs already.it seems like it was just yesterday when i came to this school and thinking,"huh?this my school?"and now suddenly its like,"hey,i'm gone now.so fast."i'll miss my school.but i'll be back.ori'haat.

as i was saying,i realised that its done now.i used to be reluctant to give up.always was a sore loser.but,the deed is now done and the bees have flown,the flowers distilled and the old man grows.sorry,just feeling a little poetic.yeah,i know,i walked past u twice today.but i couldn't care less if u hated my guts.ok,fine u didn't.but u get my drift.well,i decided,i'm gonna treasure every minute.for life is much like the fresh field of virgin snow;once the layer covers everything,its the new steps u take that can be seen.

finally,family.aliit ori'shya tal din.i can't wait to grow up and be a dad.because i want a family.that girl...funny,carefree,smart,kind,brave.mandokarla.i gotta say that these qualities attract me to a girl just like how a pretty face attracts aruetiise.and i had thought to complete my puzzle back this year.and u were,in a way,so close.but no,the pieces have now been assembled.and the form is taking shape,ner cyar'ika.always remember this:ni kar'tayl gar darasuum.and after all that,i think i really do know you.yes indeed,cin vhetin

Thought Of The Day:If You Only Look Out For Your Hide,Then You Are NOT A Man.Each Man Is Like A Finger.And Every Lady Too.We Are Strong Only When Together.Yes,We Will Raise Warriors.And I Won't Give Up And Die,I Won't Crack Up,I Won't Lose Heart.I Will Do What I Must,When All The Weaklings Have Given Up And Died.

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Cob'ikaLet it Burn at 21:30

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Wednesday, September 24, 2008

i will never forget yesterday.23/9/2008.

got back the prelim results and analysis thingy today.heres the final tally.

ENGLISH : 60 (B4)
CHINESE : 74 (A2)
E MATHS : 77 (A1)
A MATHS : 57 (C5)
CHEMISTRY : 73 (A2)
PHYSICS : 60 (B4)
COMBINED HUMANS(SS=E GEOG) : 53 (C6)
ENGLISH LITERATURE : 64 (B4)
L1R5 : 17
AVERAGE : 64.75

finally tied with hl.finally won him in results.he got 17 too,but his avg is 64.5 =D.and his class position was 17/41.and i got 4/37.sianz.runming got 1st (8),then chelsea (12),then zoey (15),then me,ts and setya (17).and mr gan said our JC eligibility was 8/35,meaning that only 8 got below 20 points in our class.hope i do manage to get top 25% in level.best results ever.and i'm loving it.

yes,so i'll listen to u.because its all i've got left.i tried to run the other way,but my heart wouldn't let me.and so i'm stuck before u finally told me everything.and i'm so glad.and i learnt a new lesson.the best type of love u can give is one that is unconditional;and possibly unreciprocated.but this is the only kind of love worth dying for.you know when ppl think "when i'm gone...",you probably think they are looneys.its never wrong to hope.but u should know that hope is not something that we carry in our kit.but only these odds are worth playing.

Advice For The Day:When Everything Seems Wrong,It Probably Is.You Are What You Think.But You Are Also What You Don't Think.If You Are What You Think,Then Nobody's An Idiot.The Day I Let Go Will Be When My Heart Moves Me.Men Don't Cry.But We Will.And There's Nothing More Powerful Than Females.For Females Can Make Boys Become Men,Motivate Men,Love Men,And Most Importantly,FEEL.Intuition Was Never Men's Forte.But Like Everything In The World That Is Bipolar,Females Can Also Kill Men Who Cannot Handle Themselves.Like A Double-Edged Sword,They Can Also Kill Instead Of Heal.It All Boils Down To Who We Are.Who Am I?That Is The Game We're Playing.And The Answer Will Set Us Free.

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Cob'ikaLet it Burn at 21:36

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Friday, September 19, 2008

got back amaths and elit p2.everything sucks.

A MATHS P1 : 34/80
A MATHS P2 : 64/100
A MATHS OVERALL : 54.5 (C6) (and i know it sucks plenty)

EL LITERATURE P2(A) : 18/25
EL LITERATURE P2(B) : 13/25
EL LITERATURE OVERALL : 64 (B4) (bullshit.rate of improvement not fast enough.)

L1R5(EL,CL,EM,CHEM,PHYSICS,E.LIT) : 18

Thought Of The Day:After Doing The Post-Mortem Of My Results,I Conclude That I Am Improving,But Not Fast Enough.No More Careless Mistakes.More Practice.I Want Results.And I Know That My L1R5 Is Shitty.No Need To Tell Me How Badly I Did.I KNOW I Averaged A B3 For Every Subject.With 8 Subjects,I Got 3As,2Bs And 3Cs.No More.I Will.Excel.

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Cob'ikaLet it Burn at 22:09

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Thursday, September 18, 2008

and egeog,chem and elit came back.ok,i thought today is screwed up day.walau,the chem teachers scare me leh.they say the paper very badly done.according to my soon,even RP got 25% failure.so u imagine how scared i am.then they give back mcq question paper.kangkiat look at me and say "eh i see hor."i was like,er, my answers not 100% correct.then kangkiat tell me he got 12 answers different from mine.and when the teachers choose some mcq questions to go through,i think i was the only guy who keep saying "yay!"lol.and after the teacher go through about 13 questions,ppl around me were saying like "eh,i got 7 wrong liao leh.then i heard some girl say "sian,12 wrong!" and i was like, "sian,3 wrong."and kangkiat keep telling me,u scared what?confirm get A what u."seriously damn comic.but our whole cohort do badly for chem.i think thats why there's one more chem time-practice!1 more chance to get A1!!yes!!and i just saw pro-ness today.hongwei that * get 80 for chem.here's my results as follow:

E GEOG : 27/50 (finally lor!!!)
COMBINED HUMANS : 53/100 (C6) (yay!!!)

CHEMISTRY P1 : 33/40
CHEMISTRY P2 : 53/80
CHEMISTRY OVERALL : 72.3 (A2) (sian,i lost to setya by 0.8 leh!!!walau,otherwise can top the class liao.i feel hopeless.i lost to setya.OMG)

EL LITERATURE P1(A) : 17/25
EL LITERATURE P1(B) : 16/25
EL LITERATURE P1: 33/50

L1R3(EL,CL,EM,CHEM ) : 9

Thought Of The Day:Yup,Its Down To 1 Month.Full Gear,Best Physical Condition,High Morale And SWAT.Hang On,Cause I'm Gonna Blow Myself Down Racing Lane.You See,I Hold Dear 3 Letters.I'll Give You A Clue.Its Very Familiar.And I'll Fly.Come On,Boy,You Can Do It!

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Wednesday, September 17, 2008

ok,we got back emaths,physics and ss.i'll keep it brief.and don't ask why.

E MATHS P1 : 63/80
E MATHS P2 : 74/100
OVERALL : 76+ (A1)

PHYSICS P1 : 31/40
PHYSICS P2 : 39/80
OVERALL : 59.5+ (C5,might B4.heh,improvement since i went this new tuition.jump in two grades in about two months leh)

SOCIAL STUDIES SBQ : 14/25
SOCIAL STUDIES SEQ : 12/25
SOCIAL STUDIES : 26/50(FIRST TIME!!!finally passed the subject!)

Current L1R2(EL,CL,EM) : 7

Thought Of The Day:Ok,Perhaps Life's Not So Bad.But You Never Understand.The Least You Could Do Was At Least Congratulate Me For Passing.But Its Never Good Enough,Correct?Unless Its A 1,Its Never Gonna Be Good Enough For You.We'll See.

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Tuesday, September 16, 2008

ok,so i got back the fragging EL papers.i'm like GG.sian la,moderate then only B4 nia.i hate my summary,oral and p1s2!!!

EL P1S1 : 18.5/30
EL P1S2 : 14.5/30(SHIET!!!)
EL P2 COMPREHENSION & VOCAB : 14/25 (YAY!!!think its highest in class,but not sure:P)
EL P2 SUMMARY : 9/25(OMG!!!)
EL ORAL : 27/40
EL OVERALL: 60

Current L1R1(EL,CL) : 6

Thought Of The Day:With Results Like This,I Die In O-Levels Liao.

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Friday, September 12, 2008

finally,the prelims are over.i only fear for my amaths p1.ok,after today,went with thomas and yongzhi to meet the other ventures.went plaza sing to watch money no enough 2.its more of a sad story at the end.and i was super touched.i promise to won't do that to my parents.it would be wrong.ok anyway,me thomas and yz reached there at around 1030.hongliang said meet at 1100.and yet they came at 1130.see,then yz said we play a game.we must dao them.first person to talk to them cannot have *** for an hour.LOL.and its thomas.so we bought 9 tickets.hl,yz,thomas,hongwei,zhenyan,
yuelin,kimshen,wenxian and me lor.first time so many of us out together.reminds me of the old times.
went for tuition at night.on the bus,i received a very "nice" sms.someone hoped that i would go back for the mid-autumn festival so she can push me into the lake.with friends like this,who needs enemies?>.<
ok,i finally got time to upload the 605 photos.here they are.



Thought Of The Day:Literally And Figuratively,I Believe The Term Used To Describe My Current Situation Is Screwed.With A Capital S.And Yes.Status Quo For Me Probably Means That I'm So Screwed.So,What To Do?

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Cob'ikaLet it Burn at 21:56

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Friday, August 29, 2008

today went back to rosyth after teacher's day celeb.gave a present to the best teacher in the world!LMS,forever the best!ok,as i was saying,went back with detian and yingjie.linwei and jocelyn never go back.went back and i called zi en.then i called julia.so zi en,julia,mengliang,terence,edwin,
alicia,charmaine,denise,dominic boey,
detian and i went back to visit mr bong.

*photos coming soon*

then after that,went to macs with them to "socialise".jeffrey came later on.he looks DAMN different.but i realised something.last time i tot zi en,alicia they all quite tall.but now...ahem...take note,i didnt say anything.after that went to tuition with sijia they all.and sijia was late.funny sia.she stand at the door there and look at us sitting down.then she see us looking and she say "eh i tired sia."lol.

and i realised that denise is in TJC.and she said that its NOT stressful.MJC is a mugger school from what i heard.and detian,i go wanna MJC coz its the best.unlike u,go SA to peer.and denise little bro is my sis classmate.and they are always msg-ing each other.i wonder what thing.and denise told me how she realised that our siblings know each other.lol was laughing like mad.

Thought Of The Day:Once Bitten Twice Shy.Never Again.You See,Its All About Luck And Destiny.If Somehow You Are Not Fated,Then Everything Just Falls Apart.What's Yours Can Never Ever Be Truly Taken Away.If It Can,It Probably Means That It Was Never Meant To Be Yours In The First Place.You See,I'm Not The Man I Was Before.And Somehow,Thats The Problem.

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Wednesday, August 27, 2008

If Only I Could Choose
i would tell you things that i wanted you to know.
i would have made sure that i am perfect.
i would have studied harder.
i would have told you how much i feel.
i would have conquered myself.
i would choose to be the best i can be,
if only i could choose.

choice the double-edged sword,
leaving behind only all those
scars and my bleeding heart.
i would have put my heart back together.
i would have run the course for you.
i would have fought on for you.
if only i could choose.

By:Yours Truly

somehow,i don't feel very happy.yeah,u probably think,"hey,ur exams are finished.go play!"well,there's more to life than games.i think i'm addicted to studying.coz when i'm bored,i take the chem text and i read it.i dont find studying boring.studying is fun.its the exams that are boring.i might deserve a break,and i might not.who am i to decide such things?

so,i leave it to my "friend",one who studies when its time,and who plays when its time.this friend even motivates me for my tests.she makes me aspire to beat the rest.she makes me wary of my own shortcomings.and she teaches me how to transcend my physical shell.after all,we are not only matter.and i find that such inspiration makes me hungry for success.every test i complete,i can do.and i will do.she is my teacher,and she is my student.because it all boils down to how far you are willing to go.it is said that life is a marathon,and not a sprint.do quitters win?hardly,if ever.and so i do my utmost,for it is all i can do,and i endure.i endure to make sure victory is mine.famous last words,but its something else to make sure i do not join that di'kutla group of people for whom those were last words.and i remember.that smile,that look.etched in my memory forever.pain to disappoint you.pain to excel.pain to achieve.pain in service of my,our,destiny.feelings forged in the trials of pain.three words,one meaning.indeed.

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Friday, August 15, 2008

before i go further,i would like to add comments on my previous post.told my mum about my results.she was like "wa!u get A2 ar?not bad!not that we look down on you,but we expected you to get a B3."she told me in some chim chinese words that she and my dad are very happy AND satisfied with my results,considering how i ostracised chinese in the past.but i'm not happy.i feel that i ought to have done better.because somewhere inside tells me that i have the potential to get A1.LMS thinks so,friends and other teachers think so,and I think so.i do want to retake,but i'm not allowed to.so i'm gonna just live with it.so i have no choice but to work even harder for my other subjects.

today went to marine parade library to study with sijia and gaoxin.then we went to pp's macs.while we were eating,the admin called us to tell us tuition cancelled.sijia was like,"huh,the guy talk like mumbling liddat.i thought he call me to tell me i win prize leh."and i was like,"er...if we on the bus then how ar?luckily we say come eat first."so we ate at macs and we were like telling jokes and stories about our past la.makes me realise how little i know.and yes,i got suaned by thomas and barry coz i forgot thomas' birthday.XDthen after that gaoxin went home and me and sj walked to the bus stop.sj said "eh,i bet u my bus come first."of course i said no,coz she takes almost any bus.and sure enough,the next bus to come she could take.ha,next time my bus will come first.anyway,both sj and gx live near pp leh.i live furthest=(i know sj lives at ***.ha,i saw the pass in her wallet and i think the picture damn funny.she said it looked dumb.i dunno.but i know her ezlink card photo cutest.lol.

Thought Of The Day:Life's Not A Race Against Time,Contrary To What Many Believe.Life Is A Race Against Yourself,To How Much You Maximise Yourself.But If You Race Against Yourself,Then Time Is The Deciding Factor,As It Waits For No One.And So,My Conclusion Is That Life Is A Race Against Yourself Against Time,And The Only Part That Counts Is How You Want To Live It,Who You Want To Spend It With,And How You Want To Achieve Your Dreams.Its Times Like This That Makes You Aware Of What Truly Matters.Yes,It Is.

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Tuesday, August 12, 2008

got back chinese results today.i can't say much.A2 (Merit).i dunno.a little bit happy thats its a distinction.too bad its not the best.ah well,from someone who from s1 hardly ever passed chinese,i supposed an A2 is not bad la.heh,first time i got an A for chinese since PSLE.at least the teachers were right.they started out the results presentation with this phrase,一份耕耘,一份收获.and 刘老师 always said that we should 先苦后甜.she told us that from the start of the year that if we do well,then when chinese lesson comes,we can have free periods.so its here finally.before i start digressing(oops,i already did),here's a summary of how our CL cohort did as well as how the school did.

4 Modesty'08: 7 Students. % Distinction(A1/A2)=71%
CCHMS: 158 Students. % Distinction(A1/A2)=39%
NATIONAL: >158 Students. % Distinction(A1/A2)=26%

and unless,i am mistaken,our pass rate is 100%.yeah well,i wanna thank some ppl here on this blog,without which,i doubt i would be happy now at all.

family-for always being there to support me.especially my sis,whom i love to disturb(relaxation)
friends-for believing that i can do it,and helping me with my pathetic language command;people like eileen,donut,cat,kangkiat.
teachers-for helping me to achieve my potential(k,this sounds rather corny),and never giving up on me even when i had given up on myself.because of ur guidances,i managed to achieve what i have done today.
last,but not least,her-motivating me to excel,and win her.i'll been thinking about what u said,and somehow i agree.and maybe this why we were destined to me.thank you.and also for the things you told me.i'll remember those times.i promise.

Thought Of The Day:Even When I Have Done My Best,I Just Can't Stop Thinking About How Best Is Never Good Enough.I Know I'm Supposed To Be Happy And Pleased With Myself After I've Come So Far.But I Can't Do It.And I Can't Stop Thinking About How This Results Might Be Wrong.Those People Whom I Expected To Do Well Did Not,And Those Who Did Well Were Unexpected.Perhaps This Is Retribution Then.Or Mercy.Depends On How You Think.But As I Think,The Only Thing That Does Not Change Is My A2.For It Is Mine,For Now And Forever,For Good Or For Worse...

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Saturday, August 9, 2008

im very high.i dont know why.this week has been fun!x-country,for starters and the fact that i managed to complete 1 chem paper,3 physics and the rest of my time doing nothing.aw shucks,i knew i should have woken up earlier today.i spent the whole morning doing nothing except eating breakfast,reading newspaper and reading through my chem notes.i think i got a test tomorrow.but i'm not sure.=( x-country was great though.the boys spray hairspray on our hair.sad lor,we only got fringe.i want longer hair!perhaps i leave it long after the O's.and,speaking of O's,i'm starting to get afraid.i'll get my chinese o-level results on tuesday.ARRGH!i'm nervous.low meow siang says we'll get our results in the later part of the day.1000 am?stang,i'll need all the luck i can get.where were we?o ya,hair.sj go spray the snow on the back of my hair and eyebrow.spoilt my nice looking fringe.i went home and took a pic of the white spot ok!ruined my otherwise perfect hair.yes,that bromine-coloured fringe.sijia is a bumblebee.yes.by x-ref to myself and yinghui,zoey is proven to be a reliable source as we agree that sj is a bumblebee!HAHA.told u i was high.o ya,'fore i forget,im only gonna update during weekends.dont miss me.

I <3>Singapore!Happy National Day!!!

and btw,like my new skin and song?leave a tag on my cbox pls.=D

Thought Of The Day:I Realise That Everyone Has A Point To Reach Before They Attain Their Full Potential.We Have To Find That Point And Max It Out.I Found It.Where Is Yours?

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Cob'ikaLet it Burn at 22:21

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Thursday, July 24, 2008

i'm gonna be sick soon.woke up today with flu and headache.gosh,i knew i should not have done so much maths yesterday night.*must think positive!*as u can see from that new timer that i put in,its about 3 more months left.actually,its 87 more days.i'm like,so tired nowadays.*must think positive!*and just for the record,i think that sitting next to sijia in class is very good for my studies.however,i get bullied like,once per minute???so sad.maybe its coz i'm nice to bully?sijia certainly thinks so.well,when life's screwed up,it will get better.i know that coz my life is at its lowest point now.i think i will probably get my results in IMH next year.*must think positive!*i miss bullshitting with kangkiat.but if i sit next to him,i'll probably get too distracted and not pay attention.*must think positive!*

Feeling Of The Day:I Just Want It To All End.I Can't Take This Much Longer.I'm Dangling,And All Thats Holding Me Back From Falling Is Just A Thread.And Its Getting Thinner Day By Day.Perhaps The Question Should Be What I Am,Instead Of Why I Am Doing This.This Much,At Least,Is Clear.

I Am Chor Hung.What Are You?

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Cob'ikaLet it Burn at 19:10

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