Thursday, April 10, 2008

the 5 words on the screen makes my heart break.i admit i had been too direct and i apologise for it.if u should somehow chance upon this page i will repeat what i have sent to u.i loved u in my own way;i would have repaired the harm i did u.but whats the point.the 5 words that u sent to me made me unable to sleep but despair.u have not answer my second question.but i will not remind u yet.i shall wait till my patience runs dry before i send u again,because,as i told u,we both need to cool down.holding too tightly will break us both.but what can i do?my only choice is to wait,or to exit.but after 7 months,i will not give up this easily.perseverance is key.my patience will hold,as long as i want it to.but is this fight worth it?impeller thinks its not,but i shall strive.after all,i am fighting myself.in the end,we are all invincible.ryuki says:FIGHT IF YOU THINK ITS WORTH IT.and so i shall.and this i did.

Thought Of The Day:My Lonely Heart Calls For Change And Its Dying.But The 4 Of Them Have Brought Me Back From The Brink Of Collapse.But In The End,We All Die.Even Stars Turn Nova.Saving My Heart Is Always Temporary;It Will Be Shattered Again.But At Least I Know I Can Count On Them To Save Me.This Knowledge Makes Me Feel Better.And So We Fight,As One,Forevermore.

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