Thursday, March 6, 2008

damn it la.feel super frustrated lor.complain and moan so much.think wad,i got no feelings ar.think i robot issit?i hate nothing more than people like u.ya,so wad?i can be nice and easygoing.BUT DUN TEST MY LIMITS.it may just be the last thing u would ever do.i can act and pretend i dun care,but i would be wasting my time.unlike u,i dun pretend to care.i offer to help,take me for granted.i will watch and see how u die.i will use this to train my weakness:patience.you WILL make a mistake.and when u do,i will be there to watch u go down.chem spa was easy.jiajie was scaring us with it being super hard.during the test i kept looking out for trick questions.there were none.finished in 40 mins.i started washing my apparatus.sijia,who was sitting next to me,also started washing.then jiajie also start washing.teacher told us that can later clean up.but i was bored.in the waiting room,nadia bully me!she kept punching me and ask me flex muscle before she hit,to see flex or dun flex more pain-.-''.got fed-up.offered her a smack after 20 punches.i got a worse deal.yongzhi,hongliang and kimshen like to tease me about hy.today go toilet see her.see her everywhere.must go check if my specs got prob.but unlikely.coz i juz changed them.but i gotta say this,she is chio.dunno leh,i juz feel like avoiding her.muz overcome another weakness:shyness.or probably is not fated and is my instinct telling me to get over it.ya dude!GET AND GO!but first,i muz sort out my feelings for her.only then can i move on.strange isn't it?taking apart my feelings to assure myself?i only know for certain i USED to like hy.but now,i wonder if i still do and will do.probably will get it straightened out soon.never did like delay either.people say i am dreaming and fantasising.but,think this;DREAMS ARE BUT ANOTHER KIND OF REALITY.

Saying Of The Day:In The Real World,Everyone Is A Predator.Survival Of The Fittest.One Who Does Not Fight Will Not Survive;You Must Fight In Order To Survive!Survival And Perishing Are Seperated By A Thin Line.Especially In The Corporate World.

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