Thursday, January 31, 2008

today the jt boys and scouts try kj me.they want me to talk to "mou mou ren"(mmr).i did not dare and then they carried me and dumped me on the table in 4it in front of her astonished gaze.disappiontment sia.i like her yet dun dare tell her.forget it.i loved her in my own way,i would have repaired the harm i did her.its enough that i know it and tried 100% of my effort.the chinese have a saying "you yuan qian li lai xiang hui,wu yuan dui main bu xiang feng."i guess i have to admit defeat;perhaps we were never meant to be.if you somehow happen to chance upon this,then let me say this:i hope we can still be friends.i never wanted to hurt or embarrass u.somehow my life is being tormented by girls,i have to break free of it somehow,somewhere,sometime.

on a lighter note,i can take off my braces after chinese new year.i have finished.endings are good.endings lead to beginnings.i hope i can forget the memory of you and start a new lease of life.i wish u all the best.

Saying Of The Day:Life is unfair.It's just how we react to it that makes us who we really are.We are who we really are.I can't change for you,but i tried and that's what really matters to me.I'm turning into a monster and i can't face the accusing stares of my comrades because i am no longer just me.i wake up at night and i'm afraid of turning into a sadistic freak.ALL FOR YOU.

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