Tuesday, February 10, 2009

so i saw some things and i've had enough.i'm done waiting.its been 2 years already.but those are just excuses.i spoke to some trusted friends and now i really know what i'm going to do.i realised now that i'm a selfish asshole.i claimed to love you,yet whatever choice u made,i never ever truly supported you.but no,i'll really let you go now.its time i started living for myself.

i thought this long and hard.i can't stop myself from being jealous.neither can i stop myself from loving you.but i can choose the extent to which i do both.so i chose.and i'll listen to lx,wj and mindy.and i will loosen my hold without avoiding you.i'll be courageous for once.i promise it,on my honour.

its a funny thing about fate.i thought that i'll be able to start afresh.unfortunately,no.i'm now stuck with you.but i won't let you factor into my decision anymore.

Thought Of The Day:

The Path Of The Lover Was Never
Meant To Be Smooth,
Neither Was It Meant To Be
A Stroll In The Park.

Love Is A Sacrifice,One Made Worthy
By The Very Fact
That We Love Each Other Dearly.
What If You Didn't Love Me Back?

All I Ever Lived For Was A Lie,
An Illusion Made Real Only In My Mind.
I Kept On Hoping We Could Be Together,
Ignoring All The Other Naysayers.
They Won This Round.
We Can't Be Together.

I Had Hoped To Touch With My Sincerity,
Melting Your Heart With My Passionate Flame.
All I Ever Succeeded In Doing Was
Scorching Off Your Outer Paint.

So Now I Can Only Bow My Head,
And Wallow In Shame And My Defeat.
You Hurt Me More Than Any Other Girl,
Perhaps That's Why I Hold You So Dear!
But The Time Has Now Passed.And I Shall
Break Free From This Battle Of 2 Years.

I Am Sorry,Not Because
We Have No Past,Present Or Future,
But Rather For The Fact That I Hurt Your Soul.
And Now I Really Will Let You Go.

Chor Hung Dedicates This Poem Titled "Unrequited Love" To That Girl Who Will Never Chance Upon This.

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