Saturday, January 3, 2009

growing up so fast hurt in more ways than one.it hadn't given me time to toughen up my heart.ah well,better out than in.and i'm 17 now.i didn't know what to do.i didn't know who to ask.and so i decided it was better off not knowing.the truth hurts,they say.well,one thing's for sure.they never knew how right they were.i was a rotten man.i'm not a good person;and i will never be.i hate as much as i love,and i punch as hard as i care.it doesn't change me one bit.and so i wonder if i'm getting my just deserts.but surprisingly,i don't care anymore.i have a job to do,and i'm going to do my best.i don't care what you want,i don't care what you say.in the end,one thing's for sure.when you're a warrior,your nation travelled in your heart,and your need values and morals that you can cling on to.we all betray something in the end.its what we stay true to that counts.and i will get the courage i need to wear my heart on my sleeves.

Thought Of The Day:The Two Things A Father Has A Duty To Teach His Sons Are Self-Reliance,And That He Would Give His Life For Them.I Wasn't A Good Father Until They Made One Out Of Me.Who Is "They"?Its Who I'll Make Sure I Can Continue To Help.Yes,ad'ike.I Keep My Promises.Its All We're Left With In The End.

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Cob'ikaLet it Burn at 22:58

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