Its been very long since i last came here. So many things have happened already. I dare not give any assurances that i will be back. I have alot, and yet nothing, to say now. Belated merry christmas to all.
Cob'ikaLet it Burn at 12:49
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Wednesday, August 26, 2009
and time is the real enemy we all must face.it's been one month since i last posted.and so much has happened since then.like a friend said,"the only way to solve the problem(s) at hand is by screwing around with time.
a friendship which i once thought of as everlasting,failed to live up to the test.in my weaker moments,i wonder if it was my fault,or simply the result of distance.did we just move on in our life,without any of us realising it until push came to shove?but by then it was too late.how ironic it is that u once told me something along the lines of "the best friends are those that never drift apart".i tried many ways to pull u back,but the harder i pull,the harder u push.i'm simply exhausted.perhaps it would be better if we just let things remain status quo.
i made a promise to a super close friend of mine that i would top the cohort.i will and i must.they say that clarity only comes when a man is forced to sink or swim.i must live.for all my friends,my family,and for you.for you,i fight and live.you gave me strength and courage to fight,like how Rena gave Daigo the strength to "Take Him Higher".
and i decided that i won't put any more colours from now on.simple,is sometimes best.
Thought Of The Day:Life is too short for regrets.i loved you as a friend,and i love you still.but i seemed to have traded our friendship for something else that will make me smile.i'm no longer close to you,that i'm sure.but are we still friends?i just want to forget everything.perhaps status quo isn't that good after all.it might be better if *DELETE* *DELETE* *DELETE*
Tag Replies: EOYX-haha yeah thats why i stopped.haha true la.too much other stuff ma :P ya should be gng back la.tentative though whimsy-thanks (: haha it is exciting.its peaking to a climax :D fA-okok i get it :D Ed'ika-hahah thanks :D lol scally u memorised it all :P done :D cwk-haha i think so too :D yes,agreed that its in the air weijie-done (: jake-not really :P Jin'ika-i can always update u this fri.cause we hardly talk nowadays ma.we all busy with our own stuff (: haha done yj-ahaha yeah i think so :D i think u know who this post refering to rite?haiz,do u think i should forget that friendship? ptq-nope Jas'ika-hi sista :D not really la.i changed alot ler :D not AFK la.is i got too much other stuff to do ma ): seems that if i dun help,nothing gets done at all.luckily i have some super gd frens who are always there,or i would have quit sch alrdy.
Due to the overwhelming response,i've decided to make this into a debate to let guys and girls gain insight into each others' lives.just comment on the tagboard(and state which number u are referring to) and i'll insert them here when i'm updating.
CAUTION:WHILE YOU MAY DISAGREE WITH SOMEONE,FLAMING IS NOT ALLOWED.
ROUND ZERO is about to start!READY?LET THE GAME BEGIN!just fyi jingqi,i dont care.i gonna pretend she heavier to make myself feel better LOL.and i not ticko F5)
38 things about guys-Original,Jingqi's comments,my comments(tag comments inserted in brackets eg CH-blahblah)
1. Guys are more emotional than you think, if they loved you at one point, it'll take them a lot longer than you think to let you go, and it hurts every second that they try.Idk, but i think it applies to girls too.to say,i agree with this alot.been through this,done that.guys WILL give up.its just a matter of WHEN,NOT IF.
2. Guys may be flirting around all day, but before they go to sleep, they always think about the girl they truly care about. HAHA no wonder someone keeps on dreaming.it depends,actually.who we dream about doesn't guarantee that we love them.cause in my dreams,i meet many guys and about 3 guys.and no,i'm not gay.
3. Guys go crazy over a girl's smile. I go crazy over anyone's smile which is nice:Dpeople who smile look nicer and more approachable.
4. Guys will do anything just to get you to notice him. LOL. CLOWN? we aren't clowns.we just hope that they will take notice of our existence.
5. Guys hate it when you talk about your ex-boyfriend or ex love-interest. Unless they're going for the let-her-complain-to-you-and-then-have-her-realize-how-wonderful-and-nice-you-are method. Caution!guys get jealous easily.but most guys wont wait until they talk finish.we'll probably just cut them off with a "well,that's history."
6. A guy who likes you wants to be the only guy you talk to. Possessive, agree.that's not exactly true.we don't mind them talking to other guys PROVIDED that neither of them show interest in each other XD
7. Boyfriends need to be reassured often that they're still loved. well,males are humans after all.we all need emotions.
8. Guys don't care how gorgeous you are, if you're a bitch Goodbye. Duh. Looks is important but.that's quite true.looks don't last,only personality and character lasts.(MiNdY-the reason why people always say personality and character matters more, cos they dunt have looks to offer. deep down, its still human nature. CH-nope.go marry handsome guy who go around robbing people and killing ppl.still wan marry him?XD MiNdY-hmm. i dunno which point to refer to. but usually if u ask a guy he like wad kind of girls> they would reply: kan de shun yan jiu hao. SEE LOOKS MORE IMPT. CH-refer to my argument above (: JQ-FAKE ONE SAY NEH WATCH. anw everyone stress more on looks first one luh. Quote mindy," first we look for shuai, then see if his personality good. If bad, then look for another shuai"nobody goes for ugly one luh sister. FAKE LAH. CH-so ultimately,personality is the deciding factor,is it not? XD everyguy of cause wan pretty girls,but u also know how i kenna backstab by chiobu before.so she still is a moron)
9. Giving a guy a hanging message like 'You know what?!..uh...nevermind..' would make him jump to a conclusion that is far from what you are thinking. And he'll assume he did something wrong and he'll obsess about it trying to figure it out. well,what to do?guys assume too much.really.
10. Girls are guys' weaknesses. Chiobu and shuaige are my weaknessess LOLthat really depends on the girl in question.
11. Guys are very open about themselves. Walked around naked at home? HAHA quite true.the things that most guys like to keep secret are past relationships and results(unless he scored better than you).guys can be very resourceful,like me :D
12. If a guy tells you about his problems, he just needs someone to listen to him. You don't need to give advice. well,if i need their advice,i'ld ask for it.which i almost always do.
13. A usual act that proves that the guy likes you is when he teases you. This is exactly what the movie "He's just not that into you" is trying to tell it's audience.again,it depends on the girl in question.
14. Guys love you more than you love them. NO LUH.nope,that's what every lover says.
15. Guys use words like hot or cute to describe girls. They rarely use beautiful or gorgeous. If a guy uses that, he loves you or likes you a whole hell of a lot. quite true.
16. No matter how much guys talk about butts and boobs, personality is key. Agreed.yeah thats true.looks(and figures) don't show our real selves.
17. Guys worry about the thin line between being compassionate and being whipped. that depends on the guy.most guys don't even have their brains when they are with the girl they like.
18. Guys think WAY too much. One small thing a girl does, even if she doesn't notice it can make the guy think about it for hours, trying to figure out what it meant. GUILTY.yes,guys like to check for hidden meanings behind every gesture,every word.its in our nature.
19. If the guy does something stupid in front of the girl, he will think about it for the next couple days or until the next time he spends time with the girl. (Waste time) well,guys are sensitive.
20. If a guy looks unusually calm and laid back, he's probably faking it and is spazzing inside. (Everyone's like that, this actually applies better with horoscope)that is a stereotype.i always behave and speak in an agitated manner,but inside i'm super calm and assured :D
21. When a guy says he is going crazy about the girl, he really is. Guys rarely say that. Me too me too, i go crazy over chiobu and shuai ge easily. Serious:Dyup.
22. When a guy asks you to leave him alone, he's just actually saying, 'Please come and listen to me.' LOL isn't this feminine.look at the male's expression when he says that.if he looks depressed,let him be alone for about 10 mins.he probably wants to cry but doesnt want anyone to see it.if he's angry,stay with him and try cheering him up.
23. If a guy starts to talk seriously, listen to him. It doesn't happen that often, so when it does, you know something's up.HAHA so true.yeah,guys hate it when they get serious and u think they're joking.we'll really snap and then good luck to you.the most dangerous guys who are serious are those who are often laid back.HEH LIKE ME :D
24. When a guy tells you that you are beautiful, don't say you aren't. It makes them want to stop telling you because they don't want you to disagree with them. Then stop.nah,its just that we stop because we think you're just brushing us off and thinking our opinion doesn't matter.
25. When a guy looks at you for longer than a second, he's definitely thinking something. TICKO SICKO ALL APPEAR AH LOLIT DOESN'T MEAN WE ARE THINKING SICK THINGS ZZZ(JQ-when 1 guy stares at a girl, i can bet it's nothing good cause it's like a girl stares at guy. LOL. WE THINK SAME SAME LAH. CH-nope.i look at ppl all the time when i talking to them.anyway looking isnt thinking sick thoughts.how u know we not thinking "why that girl so FAT one arh?" *HINTS HINTS")
26. A guy has more problems than you can see with your naked eyes. Everyone else too.guys like to show a strong front to avoid being portrayed as weak.
27. Don't be a snob. Guys can be intimidated and give up easily. A G R E E D. if ur a snob,guys will give up cause we don't like girls with bad character and personality.
28. Guys talk about girls more than girls talk about guys. Er somehow yea. tickos mah. nah is just that we need to ask each other for extra opinions.not a matter of ticko-ness LOL
29. Guys really think that girls are strange and have unpredictable decisions and are MAD confusing but somehow are drawn even more to them. yup,normally the more mysterious a girl,the more guys like.guys like to solve mysteries,so there :D
30. A guy would give his right nut to be able to read a girl's mind for a day. no thanks.i got plenty of females frens who can tell me that.i'ld save my right nut for myself thanks :D
31. No guy can handle all his problems on his own. He's just too stubborn to admit it. (HAHA typical taurus)RAHHH she made this comment for me i think.but yeah,guys are born stubborn.(JQ- NOPE SISTER, is you only. dont pull down others too. LOL MY ARRON IS NOT LIKE TT. CH-NONSENSE.males like to persevere in everything we do.thats why it can be misconstrued as stubbornness.)
32. Not all guys are jerks. Just because ONE is a jackass doesn't mean he represents ALL of them. HEH true:D agreed.
33. They love it when girls talk about their boobs. LOL sickos not sure.cause SG girls are supposed to be conservative.
34. When a guy hits your butt it means that he wants you sexually. WIN. first time i heard this.
35. Even if they refuse it all guys are ticklish on the ribs. WIN AGAIN. yupps :D
36. Guys love neck rubs and if he lets you keep doing it ..it means that he really likes you or his neck really hurts. This sounds so tiring.guys love massages (:(JQ-LOL MASSAGE WHERE. SICK LAH SISTER. CH-IS U SICK LA.I MEAN MASSAGE BODY.U THINK UNTIL WHERE.U THE REAL TICKO LA!)
37. When a guy sacrifices his sleep and health just to be with you, he really likes you and wants to be with you as much as possible. AWW touching. only sacrificed my sleep before.hmm,yup i think that it cause we want to spend as much time with you as possible to create more memories between us.
38. Even if you dump a guy months ago and he loved you he probably still does and if he had one wish it would be you to come back into his life. Where got so sweet one, drama meh. it depends on the time period of the breakup and whether there is another 3rd party who came in when we're feeling down.if its less than 6 months,he probably would still accept you unless there's a 3rd party,then goodluck to you.personally,i feel its not the time period that matters.rather,its the amount of hurt you gave him.if its too much,no matter what happens,he'll never turn back.trust me on this one (:
General Comments: (Ed'ika-true true! i so agree with about 90% of those. haha nice post=)) CH-HEHE THANKS :D) (EOYX-i dun agree w 19 leh, my fren does retarded ths in front of me w/o thking -.- but i agree w 21 & 23 & i th jq's rite for 26. CH-cause thats only for girls that they like.i make a fool of myself everytime,but i only dun dare to in front of ahem last time :X) (fA-Woots here after so long... I think alot of the stuff here can apply to girls as well, actually... and for 14 & 28, well, how do you know it's more than girls? You been a girl before?Extremely agree with 9,11,15,18,19,32. And if 29's true, well, that really sucks for me. Haha. CH-yup many apply to BOTH.ppl just like to say i >you.i know cause no lover will say to the other party,u love me more than i love you.hehehe mysterious girls are cool manXD) (WJ- o.o lol saw this before... haha i think most of it quite true leh... CH-hehe yup MOST of it is true.esp the one about males thinking too much XD)
well,i'm in the midst of my JCTs,but i'm still going to blog.cause i got some stuff to say.KR Blade rocks.i love the two opening songs(Blade Brave and Elements).and the show's ending is super touching.Human Emotions > Power!!!
Blade Brave(subbed):
Elements(subbed):
Thought of the day:("38 things about guys" -sent by jingqi.Original,Jingqi's comments,my comments)
38 Things about Guys
1. Guys are more emotional than you think, if they loved you at one point, it'll take them a lot longer than you think to let you go, and it hurts every second that they try. Idk, but i think it applies to girls too. to say,i agree with this alot.been through this,done that.guys WILL give up.its just a matter of WHEN,NOT IF.
2. Guys may be flirting around all day, but before they go to sleep, they always think about the girl they truly care about. HAHA no wonder someone keeps on dreaming.it depends,actually.who we dream about doesn't guarantee that we love them.cause in my dreams,i meet many guys and about 3 guys.and no,i'm not gay.
3. Guys go crazy over a girl's smile. I go crazy over anyone's smile which is nice:D people who smile look nicer and more approachable.
4. Guys will do anything just to get you to notice him. LOL. CLOWN?we aren't clowns.we just hope that they will take notice of our existence.
5. Guys hate it when you talk about your ex-boyfriend or ex love-interest. Unless they're going for the let-her-complain-to-you-and-then-have-her-realize-how-wonderful-and-nice-you-are method.Caution!guys get jealous easily.but most guys wont wait until they talk finish.we'll probably just cut them off with a "well,that's history."
6. A guy who likes you wants to be the only guy you talk to. Possessive, agree.that's not exactly true.we don't mind them talking to other guys PROVIDED that neither of them show interest in each other XD
7. Boyfriends need to be reassured often that they're still loved. well,males are humans after all.we all need emotions.
8. Guys don't care how gorgeous you are, if you're a bitch Goodbye. Duh. Looks is important but. that's quite true.looks don't last,only personality and character lasts.
9. Giving a guy a hanging message like 'You know what?!..uh...nevermind..' would make him jump to a conclusion that is far from what you are thinking. And he'll assume he did something wrong and he'll obsess about it trying to figure it out.well,what to do?guys assume too much.really.
10. Girls are guys' weaknesses. Chiobu and shuaige are my weaknessess LOLthat really depends on the girl in question.
11. Guys are very open about themselves. Walked around naked at home? HAHAquite true.the things that most guys like to keep secret are past relationships and results(unless he scored better than you).guys can be very resourceful,like me :D
12. If a guy tells you about his problems, he just needs someone to listen to him. You don't need to give advice.well,if i need their advice,i'ld ask for it.which i almost always do.
13. A usual act that proves that the guy likes you is when he teases you. This is exactly what the movie "He's just not that into you" is trying to tell it's audience.again,it depends on the girl in question.
14. Guys love you more than you love them. NO LUH. nope,that's what every lover says.
15. Guys use words like hot or cute to describe girls. They rarely use beautiful or gorgeous. If a guy uses that, he loves you or likes you a whole hell of a lot.quite true.
16. No matter how much guys talk about butts and boobs, personality is key. Agreed.yeah thats true.looks(and figures) don't show our real selves.
17. Guys worry about the thin line between being compassionate and being whipped.that depends on the guy.most guys don't even have their brains when they are with the girl they like.
18. Guys think WAY too much. One small thing a girl does, even if she doesn't notice it can make the guy think about it for hours, trying to figure out what it meant.GUILTY.yes,guys like to check for hidden meanings behind every gesture,every word.its in our nature.
19. If the guy does something stupid in front of the girl, he will think about it for the next couple days or until the next time he spends time with the girl. (Waste time)well,guys are sensitive.
20. If a guy looks unusually calm and laid back, he's probably faking it and is spazzing inside. (Everyone's like that, this actually applies better with horoscope)that is a stereotype.i always behave and speak in an agitated manner,but inside i'm super calm and assured :D
21. When a guy says he is going crazy about the girl, he really is. Guys rarely say that. Me too me too, i go crazy over chiobu and shuai ge easily. Serious:Dyup.
22. When a guy asks you to leave him alone, he's just actually saying, 'Please come and listen to me.' LOL isn't this feminine.look at the male's expression when he says that.if he looks depressed,let him be alone for about 10 mins.he probably wants to cry but doesnt want anyone to see it.if he's angry,stay with him and try cheering him up.
23. If a guy starts to talk seriously, listen to him. It doesn't happen that often, so when it does, you know something's up. HAHA so true.yeah,guys hate it when they get serious and u think they're joking.we'll really snap and then good luck to you.the most dangerous guys who are serious are those who are often laid back.HEH LIKE ME :D
24. When a guy tells you that you are beautiful, don't say you aren't. It makes them want to stop telling you because they don't want you to disagree with them. Then stop. nah,its just that we stop because we think you're just brushing us off and thinking our opinion doesn't matter.
25. When a guy looks at you for longer than a second, he's definitely thinking something. TICKO SICKO ALL APPEAR AH LOLIT DOESN'T MEAN WE ARE THINKING SICK THINGS ZZZ
26. A guy has more problems than you can see with your naked eyes. Everyone else too.guys like to show a strong front to avoid being portrayed as weak.
27. Don't be a snob. Guys can be intimidated and give up easily. A G R E E D.if ur a snob,guys will give up cause we don't like girls with bad character and personality.
28. Guys talk about girls more than girls talk about guys. Er somehow yea. tickos mah.nah is just that we need to ask each other for extra opinions.not a matter of ticko-ness LOL
29. Guys really think that girls are strange and have unpredictable decisions and are MAD confusing but somehow are drawn even more to them.yup,normally the more mysterious a girl,the more guys like.guys like to solve mysteries,so there :D
30. A guy would give his right nut to be able to read a girl's mind for a day. no thanks.i got plenty of females frens who can tell me that.i'ld save for right nut for myself thanks :D
31. No guy can handle all his problems on his own. He's just too stubborn to admit it. (HAHA typical taurus)RAHHH she made this comment for me i think.but yeah,guys are born stubborn.
32. Not all guys are jerks. Just because ONE is a jackass doesn't mean he represents ALL of them. HEH true:Dagreed.
33. They love it when girls talk about their boobs. LOL sickos not sure.cause SG girls are supposed to be conservative.
34. When a guy hits your butt it means that he wants you sexually. WIN.first time i heard this.
35. Even if they refuse it all guys are ticklish on the ribs. WIN AGAIN.yupps :D
36. Guys love neck rubs and if he lets you keep doing it ..it means that he really likes you or his neck really hurts. This sounds so tiring.guys love massages (:
37. When a guy sacrifices his sleep and health just to be with you, he really likes you and wants to be with you as much as possible. AWW touching.only sacrificed my sleep before.hmm,yup i think that it cause we want to spend as much time with you as possible to create more memories between us.
38. Even if you dump a guy months ago and he loved you he probably still does and if he had one wish it would be you to come back into his life. Where got so sweet one, drama meh.it depends on the time period of the breakup and whether there is another 3rd party who came in when we're feeling down.if its less than 6 months,he probably would still accept you unless there's a 3rd party,then goodluck to you.personally,i feel its not the time period that matters.rather,its the amount of hurt you gave him.if its too much,no matter what happens,he'll never turn back.trust me on this one (:
went for flagday ystd.wah now go this kind thing also got give cert one -.-after that went with lianping and shihan to macs for study session.went for tuition after that while they both go nat library to study.heh we formed study grp alrdy (: shihan's coaching maths,i'll do chem and lp's doing econs :D i'll make sure my maths improve man :D after studying we walked to army market for dinner.heh it was damn funnaye.we went second floor to see see first,then after that we go down and we found we were in the wrong social area LOL after that went to sit next to the CC there and we all ate the 85 noodles stall.heh i love it sia (: the noodles damn good.the stall is located at the corner next to the CC,opposite BLK 17 go try go try :D
anw here's a nice song for u all.its called "If we met in a dream" by 175R.Enjoy...
there's translation and lyrics there.
Thought of the day:(from lyrics of "If we met in a dream" by 175R)
They say that being unable to convey one's feelings/ is two-thirds of life./ It makes me want to see you!/ Even if it's for only one time.../ Just tonight give me a dream of you./ I used to be a coward,but i'm sure i can say goodbye.../ If we were to meet,then what last song shall we dance to till the morning comes?/ I won't let anyone interrupt this midsummer night...
"I...was happy when you praised me.I...wanted you to smile.That's why I kept on fighting.If you aren't here,I can't fight!" "I...am going to die soon.And then,this body will turn into a Grongi too.At that moment,you must...kill me." "I can't do that!" "If you are that strong while fighting for my smile...Then if you are to fight for the world's smiles,you can become even stronger...Show me,Yuusuke."
this is going to be my new dream.fighting for the smiles of others.i've been thinking about this topic for some time,so i decided to blog about it.the post's title translates to "my dream,my world".fight for dreams.fight for those you love.
Loving isn't possessing.sometimes its better to cut loose and let them person find their own path.Roads will open,cutting through the new wind.deep in everybody's heart,there is definitely a memory that we want to redo.just remember that whenever we are lost,the strength of our feelings will guide you.
Tag replies: Jing Qi:ZZZ DUN SO MEAN LA WALAU.yeah of course not me :D Jin'ika:haha thanks :D ptq:haha no la,she didnt run (: Yu Jeen:nono its a misunderstanding LOL heh is my friend jingqi interested in her.shes les XD.i'm not linked to berlinda in any way LOL
Thought Of The Day: School's gonna start soon and i feel damn sian.Like all Ryuki stuff,the answer to the problem at hand is screwing around with time.Oh wait,don't forget Den-O too.Heh,Decade gave a hint.Apparently there are gonna be more worlds and not 10 worlds in total (: Before the song,they changed it to "Destroyer of worlds,Decade.What does that eye see as it travels through many worlds"(used to be 9 worlds instead of many) and and also in episode 21 after Decade got the K-Touch,he said there are more worlds and from the 9 worlds,there split out to 27 worlds in total.Means hopefully,we're gonna have a season with 54+ episodes :D and and there rider for 2010 is out,meet Kamen Rider Zwei!But let me say this to start,Decadriver>Mushdriver/any type of driver heh :P
